> SW Production <

return

2010-02-21T02:02:00.002+08:00

I love him, he loves her, she loves him.... wtf... cannot take it la...

你的話我曉得無論你說得多麼溫和某一些難解的隔閡
把愛傷害了那多不值得沒什麼好怪的

我已經乏力繼續拉扯沒有誰非愛誰不可
就算變心了也非罪不可赦她只是最最無辜的第三者
就算她消失此刻告訴我能得回什麼呢
責怪她又憑什麼呢她只是無意闖入的第三者
我們之間的困難在她出現之前就有了

雖然我憤怒但是我明白的把過錯讓她去背著那是不對的
Hey女孩你聽著所有愛情都有第三者
我不妒忌你們快樂雖然我人生因此有曲折
他還是不錯的我們選擇不是巧合
你用青春大膽假設我去將失去活成一種獲得
她只是最最無辜的第三者就算她消失此刻
告訴我能得回什麼呢責怪她又憑什麼呢
她只是最最無辜的第三者我們之間的困難在他出現就有了
雖然我憤怒但是我明白的把過錯讓她去背著那是不對的

Hey女孩你聽著所有愛情都有競爭者
我不妒忌你們快樂雖然我人生因此有曲折

words to her...

你走了太久一定很累
他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了
心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對
遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴
他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽

words to I...

21

2010-02-04T10:50:00.002+08:00

turning 21 tomorrow.
not happy at all, because I have not done anything good for last year, in fact, I have not done anything good for my past 20 years.
the only stupid thing I have done is waiting, waiting for something that will never come.
2 years 5 years... how long I need to recover?
I am super sick of it.
Just hope ppl can think from my side and don't look for me anymore.
you don't understand how much I suffer.
well, going to start a new life soon. hope I can get over it.
actually I have told myself this every birthday... for 6 years...

2010-01-09T13:12:00.001+08:00

find the will shwuwei!!!
I dont want to stop at past!
I want to move forward!
I want to appreciate my life!
I want some changes...

2009-11-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

i thought i was someone special...
actually i wasn't...
i am the normal one...
so normal... and hard to notice...
so sarcastic...

2009-11-30T18:33:00.001+08:00

i have deleted some my words...
ey, u are so right...
i was too tian zhen...
the real world is mean, and mean...

i dun like...

2009-11-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

i dun like ppl copy my idea...
i dun like copy ppl idea either...
i dun like all my effort no being seen by ppl...
i dun like ppl take my effort as granted, and forget how much time and energy i have paid to produce the idea...
and now, i have face all this, cannot blame or anything...
my effort is just gone, like i never do anything special for her at all...

lazy

2009-11-17T04:55:00.000+08:00

too lazy to do anything...
going back to kl soon...
but... dunno oo....

pass

2009-10-26T10:19:00.002+08:00

7 years...
i have spent too much time on it.
and now im too late for everything...
im working hard to know more ppl, to find the feel again...
chat with gee while we were on our way bak to manchester...
and i realised that i have lost most of the memory of us, especially the unhappy 1, but the feeling is still there, even though cannot remember the scene clearly, at least, i still can feel the feeling...
when she asked me what type i want, my mind totally blank...
i dun even know what i want!
im lost! am i really dunno what i want, or im still in the past?
im so used to you...

2009-10-26T09:53:00.006+08:00

hi dearest friend...
sorry for din upload any thing new here...
i am oledi in uk for a month...
year 2 studies is heavy...
at the same time, stress for sumthing too...
within a month, 2 of my friends told me they are coupled!
oh my god... make me feel so stress and humilating...
anyway, i know clearly that now is not the time for me...
these are all the pic taken recently...
enjoy~

our small farewell in rakuzen...

with gee in lake district, having dinner in a bar.
i so wish to try the food in a bar and now i got it...
i love the "feel" there...
and most important, their food~~!!
i miss chips almost everyday! but try to control as it is not healthy...

Lake district.
I love this place, this is my dream house, stay with greens and out of busy city... always is my dream. but i know i definitely get bore 1 day, becoz no matter how, some part of me is belong to city life... hahahaha....

the village in ambleside, so lovely...

i was so close to the natural, with greens, sea, animal... i love it.
the view would be much nicer if there was no rain.

we were on the largest lake in England.

my favaourite~! Bacon roll... with hot mochacino...
so delicious~! once a while hav it as breakfast is fine...
i dun dare to have it oftenly becoz very fat! hahahahahaha.... the other reason is i wan save money!

there is a Haagen-Daes in London, everytime me and gee past by, we will spent couple of minutes staring at them, becoz all their desserts are super expensive. but this time thanks for Euken, he treat us. and this was what i have orfdered. Crepe~~~ (L) it costs 7.10 pounds. siao~!

in chinatown, london~

with sook near big ben

with sook at buckingham place

i dun like it

2009-08-01T14:40:00.004+08:00

feeling miserable... the feeling is the same as before...
the unwanted-to-refresh memory...
very regret... shwuwei will never fall into such regret state...
try not to think of the past but i just cant control myself...
if i know i will be so miserable, i rather be the evil one... stop everything from goin on!
friendship?! ?!?!?! cant believe it exists between us...

2009-08-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

deserved

2009-07-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

the more i deserved... the more i scare...

if the god say i have to lose this in order to have everything i have now.. then i would say is fair... becoz i also believe... no lifes are prefect...
i appreciate now...
i admit i have been abit over with wat i have now..
hopefully after i come bak from hk i can "find" myself bak...

cameron trip

2009-07-01T14:46:00.002+08:00

well.. the cameron trip was fine...
wasted alot of time on the road... and end up the itenery is almost the same as last year. but is alrite... at least i have a good time with my friends...

actually lots of thing impressed me...
mayb long time din hang out with old schoolmate... almost everyone of them changed...
super shocked and scared when saw some of them have a very negative tempered. i told my others friends and they said used to it oledi... mayb i still in the simple world...

nevertheless... waiseng's driving skill.. still... i did lots of sound effect during his drive... ahhahaha...

and the bayang-bayang stuff... 1st time in my life... but luckily we were in a group... otherwise i think i will be freak out... a good experience anyway... and thats is enuf... i dun wan to "see" them... hahahaha

pictures will be upload soon...

2009-06-29T18:12:00.002+08:00

things are getting to the track now...
i started to satisfy with my life now..
becoz no matter how.. this is my home...
east or west... home is the best...
finally got the reading mood...
goin to put myself in bookssssss.............

unhappy

2009-06-18T11:22:00.001+08:00

mood..... unhappy...
things wanted to do.... away from human beings....

furious... is all i can get from kl...

2009-06-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

after leaving for 20 years, several times of the same experience,
yet i still difficulty to deal with it, i mean the feeling when leaving a place or seperate with friends... i am extremely weak on that, even though this is not the 1st few times....

this afternoon is goin to be my last afternoon in owens park,
my exam finish tomorrow morning and i dun think i will be bak to my room early,
so this is my last chance enjoy the view and the atmosphere from my room...

yesterday was my last time meet monica in manchester, even though we will meet each other in 1 month time, but yet... the feeling of apart has slightly make me feel sad...
like she said, we have been met each other everyday, suddenly hav to be apart for 1 month... the feeling is weird...

pic again

2009-06-06T12:35:00.006+08:00

additional pic from trip...
source of the pics : monica and fiona...
thanks to them...

inside the disneyland...

ohh... is funny.... i think this is the onli funniest part in disneyland... i mean keep trying their caps... nth special about the disneyland... disappointed...

this was in london... and the main point of this pic is the time shown on the screen.. ahhahaa... luckily seven...

one of the favourite restaurant in london...
never miss that everytime go london...
becoz their food served in bigger portion and cheap...
and their chicken (or mayb pork, cant remember.. becoz both look the same...) is as big as a palm...

at london... when we get down from the eurostar...

is paris...

we carried the luggage... went through the staircase...
luckily my luggage is light...
hahahaa...

halzenut latte in paris...

walking in rain... sad...

2009-05-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

life？颓废！
hahahaaa...
tats why i can use to describe my life now.
11am... wake up...
12pm... start revision + dreaming...
2pm... cannot control oledi.. must turn on computer...
4pm... ok... cannot liao.. must study...
4.30pm... so boring.... but still have to continue...
6pm... ok... dinner~
7pm... very energetic... start revision again...
7.30pm... oppsss... where am i? (becoz was dreaming)
9pm... wow... so fast... shower la...
10pm... again...
12pm... ok... enuf... read twilight......
2pm... ok... time to sleep~!!

this is all i have done for the past couple of weeks...
it is really meaningless...
but i started enjoy... hahaaha...

pic

2009-05-26T06:08:00.004+08:00

i just finish the twilight and new moon...
have to work hard for the other 2...

got this poster from the web..
nice poster...
i first finish reading the book and then onli watch the trailer from youtube..
my god... is just the same as wat i was thinking...
even though the book... is abit... out of my expectation..
but i believe the movie is goin to make the book more interesting...

i got the autumn and winter 1... and this is how it looks in spring...

im just love it..

2009-05-23T11:37:00.001+08:00

im just love it...
every parts of it...
and here...

dont 1

2009-05-22T18:20:00.003+08:00

其实说真的，很怕，
因为不想面对那些我不想看到的事。
真的很痛苦，我对她不好的时候，她又很像对我很好，弄到我很惭愧，
我对她好的时候，又觉得她没有把我的东西放在心上。
根本没有人知道我面对她的时候有多痛苦，每个人都认为是我的问题，
我已经很讨厌了，根本没有人站在我的立场想。
在这间事上我有多痛苦和难受，比他给我的还要难受。

2009-05-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

after this week i need to pack my luggage again...
this time... is pack to leave the place i stayed in uk...
things happen so fast...
this morning i was staring at my food vouchers... leave few pages... i remembered that 1st time i reached here... looking at the vouchers... wondering when can i go bak to kl... and now... left few pages... thing happen too fast... fast until i was unable to react... dunno wat to say.... to the few pages left vouchers...

like i said b4... im twilight-ing... despite the exam is just few days away...
i left 150-200 pages...

disappointed

2009-05-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

i must make ailin down..
or even myself... disappointed!
no matter how long or how far i have been, the thing is still in sumwhere in my heart.
no matter how insist, i know in sumwhere in my heart... i refused to do tat...
haih... in this world... beside my family.... the other thing can make shwuwei lost is....

golden award

2009-05-17T04:07:00.003+08:00

我有网上看中国报的习惯，虽然朋友推荐我星洲，可是，我还是中国。

金曲奖入围名单出炉了！
有一项让我看到傻眼的部分是《最佳录影带》，戴佩妮又两项提名，一个是《风》，和《黑白》by 方大同。
我极度好奇，所以去了youtube看，我是先看《风》。天啊！！真的傻掉！因为前半段，只看到一个女生在狂跑，我看了很无奈，结果后半段就没兴趣看了，然后再看《黑白》, 也是，不知道它要表达的是什么. 天啊，傻眼！

周杰伦的《魔术师》也有入围，我也看了他的MV一下。很好看！只能用“精彩”来形容。
哇塞！看了周杰伦的MV，我的心情才平复下来，剩下的入围者，我已经没用“勇气”去看了，我怕有在一次被吓傻...

twilight-ing

2009-05-15T08:39:00.003+08:00

im unconditionally and irrevocably in love with twilight...
eventhough the movie was already out for almost half of the year..
but i just cant stop myself from watching it repeatly...
the thing came worse when i bought the novel and started reading it eventhough the exam is just a foot step away from me, just cant control myself.
this song is one of them in the soundtrack and i love it very much!
Enjoy~

haih

2009-05-15T08:14:00.002+08:00

真羡慕那些没有烦恼，不需要担心任何事，学业爱情两得意的那种人，
还有那些每天花钱不用想的人。

每次烦恼一到，只能很无奈的和自己说：“没办法了，你就是生存在这个圈子里。”
不能怪我为什么近来那么难相处，因为经历了一些事，才懂得什么是重要。
像以前都会千方百计讨好一个人，惹到我的时候，我还会帮那个人说话，原谅他/她。
现在的我，你惹到我，我就是不爽，怎样？！
不过还是要看人啦。

leoku

2009-05-12T06:40:00.002+08:00

刚才晚餐的时候，朋友拿了一本八卦杂志，其实我很八卦，可是忍！不要漏出我的本性，hahahahahaa...
我看了一篇古巨基的新闻，关于他的女友/助理，其实整篇文章是在批评明星的助理，我只是大概掠过，然后看到一段讲述古巨基的助理，跟了他十多年，一直在背后打好关系，让古巨基成名。这已经让我感动了，它还说，那助理是一个太子女，我几乎傻掉。为什么不穿漂漂亮亮，享受生活，也却为一个男生这么努力。
过后回房，search 了一些相关新闻，然后看了一段他在颁奖典礼上感谢他助理的片段，wasai, 超感动！这么多年的努力，终算因为这句感谢而值得！

好伟大噢~~~

最近看来一段飞轮海在天才冲冲冲的片段，吴尊讲福建话！很malaysian feel~ encourage you to have a look on it... super funny...
郑重申明，不是因为飞轮海也看的，而是我有看天才冲冲冲的习惯~！

2009-05-11T03:40:00.002+08:00

人是很现实的，
无论几久，一只狐狸总会漏出它的尾巴，
都怪我太相信，
其实也没有很相信啦，
可是真受不了一些，接近你是为了在你身上拿到好处的人，
全部男生都是这样，超讨厌..........

2009-05-02T04:50:00.010+08:00

lots of ppl asking me the same Q, are u still blogging?
i thought most of you will go and see all my pic in facebook, however, i found that quite a number of my friends seldom play facebook.
the following are all the pics that i have took recently...
enjoy them...
for more pic, please go to my facebook...
i will start blogging from now on...
cheers~

me and siakgee in paris...

in paris disneyland~

in hotel~

wow... Mona Liza~~ the actual copy~~ in paris...

fiona and i...

one of the famous and historical church in paris, but i cant remember the place... the onli think i can remembered was i carried my luggage... all the way... "climb" to the hill...

fiona and monica were enjoying in the galleries... but me and gee... gegegegegee... cant wait to taste the hotdog....

paris disneyland~ personally prefer the japan's one...

versallie... a historical palance in paris...

the eiffel tower

melanie, siakgee and me... in london in january

5330962991177232994" />
is fake 1~ but so real~

all of us... in cadbury in birmingham... event organised by the people society...

have u seen such a big pack of cadbury... wasai... can eat die ppl men...

pic taken in me, mel and gee's farewell in september last year~

appreciate this pic... 5 of us... during my christmas holiday return to kl...

snowing in january... tis pic is taken from my room...

pic taken in my 20th birthday~

super angry

2008-12-08T19:48:00.002+08:00

never hav such feeling after coming to uk...
im super angry...
dun dare to 'release' it out becoz i not sure whether is my own problem or others make me in trouble... onli can keep quiet...
try to talk with my friend but they seems not interested.
so suffer now.. the anger still keeping in my heart...
wat can i do??
just keep quiet.............

stress

2008-11-11T08:46:00.003+08:00

very sad... i did badly in my test... haih...
the onli thing i can do is work hard... push myself...
i just dunno why... why always ppl say me smart. im not lo...
the more ppl said tat, the more stress i can feel.
very weird lo... IM NOT~! very stress with that :(
u nvr know how much hardwork i have put in.
i not the type can remember all the note in 1 time...
ppl spend 1 hour... i need 2 hour to understand...
Gambatte~! shwuwei...

3rd week

2008-10-08T04:46:00.003+08:00

after being here for the 3rd week, everything is fine.
im stronger than wat i have expected. i thought i would cry 24/7. well i do cry.. when i phone my mom, but after that, ok oledi.
the 1st few weeks mayb becoz is new here, very curious with the place here.. cant wait to explore. but now, i think i almost quite familiar with some of the place here, and i started getting bored.
im thinking the moment i left, i remembered, that day morning, i cried, infront of my mom, and tat was my 1st time saw my mom cry, becoz before that she was very strong and keep convinced me, not to sad, be strong, her words i will remember always, until the day before i left, i saw my mom cried. i think she already.. cannot stand. but she was very strong, keep controlling herself, until i enter the klia express station, she din leave 1st, she waited until i enter the station.. looking at my shadow.. i cannot imagine how sad my mom was.
she must be very sad, looking at me walking into the station...
i miss my family now... i am waiting for the day to go back....

life in manchester

2008-10-05T04:49:00.002+08:00

2008-09-20T05:53:00.004+08:00

this is my uni... the building is very old... becoz the uni itself oledi 184 years old... not sure about this building... and there is a museum at the very end corner of this building, mayb one day i have to go and look for it...

this is the main entrance of my uni...

my hostel is abit far from the uni so i might need to take the blue colour bus everyday (becoz my friend told me blue colour bus is more frequent).
i bought a weekly ticket this morning... it costs 6 pounds... HOWEVER~! i lost it at nite when i went out with my friends. very sad lor... rm40 gone :( tomorow hav to buy the ticket again :(

this is one of my uni building too, and it is the most modern compare to others building... inside there got a big cafe and HUGE lecture hall. i went in this morning for orientation, but i couldnt take pic inside the hall...

i have to pass through this street in order to go to my uni.
it is an indian street and all the restaurants, shop, supermarket... all the thing lar are indian operate 1... then sad men... it reminds me of ZOHAN... becoz their slang... is exactly like zohan... hahaa...

i went to china town just now to have my dinner with my friend. i found sumthing that is very interesting... the cover of the chopstick... it shows instruction on how to use the chopstick... hahaha...
but the china town in manchester is not as good as in london, in fact, look abit scary...

i went to a chinese supermarket just now. it operates by hongki i believe...
i bought myself some biscuit, just in case i hungry at end, and it cost me 99 pences, around rm6... and i got a chinese newspaper for free...
tats sumthing super funny happen on me, i wanted to have a plastic bag, so i told the cashier in cantanose... “请问有没有纸带？”then he said “纸带就没有，胶带你要不要？”den malu errr~!... but he said he is joking.. :(

this is the view outside my hostel...

london

2008-09-18T02:27:00.006+08:00

hang out in london city just now...
we went to hype park.. museum... and to Euston to check my train to manchester...
wanted to go to Westminster... but nvm laaa...

the street... (god... i forgot the name of the road liao...)

the Hype Park.. 2 horses with a (huge) dog following them..

the lake...

the Hype Park (the Park is huge~! we were able to finish just a very small park of it)

the tunnel...

my subway... HUGE~! i thought they would served half of it for me.. but is not, so i took it as lunch and dinner... 4.70 pounds :(

Hammersmith...

mel's uncle house~! so rich.. hehe...

mel was opening the door...

in london

2008-09-17T02:20:00.003+08:00

im now in london... staying at mel's uncle house...
weather over here is nice... not too cold and not too hot...
goin to manchester soon... although havent decide on going by train or flight...
i think i need to have a serious thought on this...
becoz we took taxi from airport to mel's uncle house... it costs about RM300...
CRAZY~! just a short distance... anyway.. i have to get use to it...

im so hope siakgee is with us now...
all the best to her visa...

my flight is displaying on the board

my flight...

mel n I... before the departure

parent

2008-09-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

recently... i can feel how much my parent love me..
after i have decided to go uk... both of them help me alot in preparing to uk...
especially my dad... he knew alot of things... just dun 1 to show it out...
they prepared alot of thing for me.. becoz they know.. i actually cannot take care of myself.. they keep reminding me on this and tat, and when i listen to it... i started to cry
i am not as strong and as independent as you all think... in fact, i am the most "big prawn head" in my family!!

cant believe im leaving soon... all my mind are my family...

farewell

2008-09-13T07:53:00.007+08:00

I should have stay longer last nite~!
yesterday nite was fun... and some of us went to Neway too...
We were allowed to sing till 4am but unfortunetely i have to go back early..becoz a girl driving at nite... seems to be abit dangerous...
but i really enjoy... i so hope i can stay till the end... :(

i was very impressive last nite..
i din expect so many ppl attending...
but for me... number of ppl is not important, their wishes to me and mel and gee are the most meaningful and invalueble 1...
thats why i never intend to know who is coming before the farewell...
THANK YOU EVERYONE...

I was very strong last nite... i din cry...
but i have to admit that my tears was running in my eye when siewtheeng hugged me that time.. she hugged me quite a while and keep saying "take care"...
and sook too... i miss the moment we sing k together...
and hau yee... i miss the moment we in sc2...

3 of us with waiseng and shirley... and shirley's bf..

me and waiseng... thanks to him alot.. becoz he always be with us when we are in kl... although is less recently...

hauyee... thanks for coming... :)

THANKS FOR COMING.. sc2 ppl...

dickson's face very serious....

^^

seng jeow's face very funny... like ppl taking about big business.. gege...

every1 is leaving :(
(actually some of ur went to sing k~!)

in neway...

after the farewell... i started to have the "leaving soon" feeling..
i din cry throughout the party... but i did when i went home.. becoz i remind of wat my mom said.. and i believed when i leaving tat time.. onli my mom can make me cry.

shwu wei dun need him anymore...
when i hugged him tat time.. i told myself.. "tats all"... then i left.. without any sad feeling...i cant believe i can leave casually...

(summore pictures will be upload soon... )

no where

2008-09-04T09:57:00.004+08:00

i have no where to express my dissatisfaction... beside here...

honestly speaking, i think I'm the kind of person who can forget easily especially when i was angry with sum1.. within few hours or days... i can like nth happen... talk with my friend again... BUT i have a limit.

recently there are some who oledi touched my limit. i cannot stand anymore, i cannot act like nothing happen anymore,
well... i admit i am abit sensitive but i seriously cannot stand at all~!

wat i will do to them is just ignore whatever they say, dun care their story, or how good are they... I DONT CARE! before this i would very angry with their words but now... NO MORE~!
and when we go out, i will just keep silent, i dun wan to SHOW liao... let them say until how best they are...

2008-08-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

请让我再一次以华语来写。
其实我一直强迫自己要有英文写，这样英文才会进步，可是今天就让我破例吧！！

现在的我很有冲动来写一写部落格，因为我刚看完一封很感人的电邮，说真的我还以为是普通的，可是读完后，我真的感到很想哭（老实说，我已经有一段时间没有想要哭！）。

荣耀，谢谢你的祝福。

good result=uk?

2008-08-16T13:55:00.004+08:00

finally this week is coming to the end soon.
but i dont feel any better yet, especially after i finished my reading test just now... oo.. shit liao... my mind was blanked... in fact.. now is still blanking... shit lorr...

why there is a connection between good result and uk?
good result must go uk?
i not agree with this statement, what i worry the most is whether can graduate or not..

well... i dunno, but last thursday i was surrounded by the same Q.
my mom, ailin, gee, engyeou, mel.. hahah... asked me where i wan to go...
thanks for their advice and congrat... but i have no idea yet.
not feel good at all becoz i have to make decision on where to go now...
dunno why this time i not really wan to talk to my friend before making any decision. i dun wan to give any promise to my friends, becoz i know im a promise-broker... hahaha... even my mom... well... i just wan to keep everything myself... (woww.. got abit adult that kind of feeling)

before this i said i wan to let my parents make decision... but dunno why... now.. i changed my mind. anyway... i think i have to ask them one day... but not now..

yeah~!

2008-08-14T17:14:00.002+08:00

wow... it has been a long time for me din write anything here seriously...
well... this week is a very... terrible week for me... i have 3 important event happen on me this week... so far... 2 of them were quite well... hopefully same as the last one tat coming soon on this saturday...

~result
just got my A-level result... wowow... shocked!!
before the result released, i got a call from HELP asking me go back next friday, i asked the ppl why but she keep dun wan tell the truth, then i accidently pop her a question... hahaa... her answer give me a hint on my result.
honestly speaking, i roughly know my result after that call but i not happy yet becoz dunno any particular ppl did very badly or not... (hehe... started greedy)
luckily everything is fine!
got all As!!!

happy for a while onli... becoz after this i really have to make a final decision on my result, the moment that i afraid the most is now here... before this i keep looking for excuses to make myself dun think of it but now cannot anymore... haih... frustrating moment is started...

~olympic
well.. last friday the opening was super impressive... the whole performance was so like movie... especially the sound effect! while i was watching... my tears running in my eye... so touch~! but the atheles coming out tat part was... super.... boring... becoz of tht part i fall asleep... but luckily i was able to wake up to watch the final part... the lighting tat part... well.. abit disappointed, becoz i thought the lighiting part would be done by a bear... at the end it is not... anyway... the whole ceremory was impressive~!

~badminton
oh my god~! lee choong wei defeat the sony from indo... hahahah... YES!!
although not sure whether he can get any medal or not but i think he has already done a good job.
last nite i watched the koo and tan played with indo... well... i can say koo and tan are not as good as the time when they were in All England last year. honestly speaking, i watched the All Englang last year for several time and they playing was marvalous... however, the yesterday game... they were s*ck! very disappointed~!
anyway... all the best for lee... i dun wan to see malaysia got nth at the end of the game :(

08-08-08

2008-08-08T10:07:00.002+08:00

a day where ppl exciting on...
haha... wat a nice number day...
once in a life time...

suffer

2008-08-02T11:37:00.002+08:00

i have been in a sad, stress, worry and frustrated mood for almost a month...
nth can wake me up from all this feelings... and this situation will last for a month.

i super worry... never been in such situation b4...
i understand very well the feeling of doing something that i dun like... it was suffer... but this time i have emotionally prepared to accept it if i fail again...

there were many times when i feel like wan to cry... but i cant... becoz... all are fated.. this is my 1st time did not blame to other ppl... becoz i think all of these are fated.

no one knows

2008-07-29T10:07:00.003+08:00

no one knows how dismay am i...

after got the final decision onli i realised how deep i wish to go uk...

i always feel thankful for being such a lucky person... my parents have given me watever i wan, but this time, i will let them to choose for me.
my parents are typical chinese. so i know watever they have decided is for my own good.

this is my 1st time being feel so sad and got abit "no willing"...

i not mind goin anywhere, wat i mind is i dun 1 2 wait for so long, im not patient at all... i hate waiting. but now i have to wait till next year feb, no one knows wat is goin to happen within this few months, im afraid of sumthing happen tat obstacle me from goin aus...

war of dragons

2008-07-21T09:49:00.004+08:00

yesterday went for a movie with siblings...
i wanted to watch "journey to the center of the earth" but was fulled!
so i went for "wars of dragons".. erm.. not bad la...
i wan to watch "dark knight" too... but have to see whether got time and got ppl go with me or not 1st...

astro on demand just finish showing "speech of silence"..
it has been a long time din watch this kind of drama... simply and nice love story...
although many ppl give bad comment on this drama... even me, i also think their acting skill... got sum part is abit weird la... anyway... the storyline not bad... acceptable
the next coming drma in AOD is dunno wat cat and dog... dun think im goin to watch it becoz i dun like "wu hang yi"... hahaha...

i dunno this girl at 1st... but she is pretty...

this pair of couple quite funny in the show...

bad

2008-07-16T13:38:00.003+08:00

i can feel... very obvious... they are not mine anymore...
human beings are reality... i should have know this earlier...
im getting lost in all this relationship...

stubborn

2008-07-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

i become more and more stubborn oledi...
anyway... no matter how... i cannot pretend nth has happened...
i dun 1 2 go back to that stage again...
becoz im very stubborn now.. to all the thing...
none of u know that...

gary~!

2008-07-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

i heartbroken not becoz of you smoked..
it is becoz we cannot like those days in school...
we are like stranger... none of us is willing to talk 1st...

long time no see siewtheeng... she is so cute~!

HUGE!

luckily i was able to catch up the last part of the golden melody awards...
wowow... gary got the BEST SINGER... so proud!~!~! he should have got it!
well... the best female singer is belong to tanya... should give it to fish leong becoz the latest album she sang very well... wat a waste...
anyway... quite proud of gary... becoz i remember when he was in the astro singing contest... (y i remember? becoz he was the onli one who can "look" among the finalist)

Happy Birthday to Mel~!

friend

2008-07-04T14:10:00.005+08:00

友情和爱情一样，要双方面的呵护，互相信任，互相关心，互相迁就。
可是一旦只有一方不断努力，问题一定会存在。
如果那一方放弃了，而另一方还是不闻不问，那么感觉就会渐渐的变淡。
我其实需要的只是你们的一点时间。

明天终于可以一起出来，可是为什么只可以在这种节日才会相聚？

i got a new hobby... which is... listen to Xiao Jing Teng's new songs... with the volume as high as possible~! listen to his voice is an enjoyment!!
(must listen to original CD... tat one onli got feel~!)

taipei

2008-07-01T12:07:00.002+08:00

the taipei 101... i like the building very much... look so grand and elegant...
i am so wish to be there at 31 Dec to watch the firework with ailin and sook.
i hope my wish will come true a day... it is our commitment

this botol is so meaningful... becoz it is my horoscope...
got it in the airport... the last minute before i entered the plane...

in kl, one of this cost around rm50 ba... i like this kind of necklace (blink blink and big) but becoz of the price la... anyway... i got it finally~!
i got tis 2 at "wu fen pu", cost only rm17... ahaha... super cheap... i should have buy summore :(

ahahahaa... this is all wat i got in taiwan, books book and bookssssss..
(now im regret-ing... i should have buy "fated to love u" becoz now onli i addicted to the show :( )

PLAYBOY~! special edition ;)
(blink blink again)

i have ever stay in a hotel that has a living room like this...

toilet with tv, 1st time ever... thats why 3 of us take a long time in toilet... gegege

萧敬腾在西门町的签唱会~！
the time i took this pic is around 1.30pm, but xiao jing teng will onli be there after 2pm. i wanted to wait for him... but i dun 1 my mom wait for me under the hot sun... so... din get to see him.

3 of us... at the top of taipei 101

wowow... this is really the top-est of taipei 101...

eerr... dunno wat museum...

thanks to yc... in helping me to recover some of these pic...

完蛋了

2008-06-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

从前天到现在，我一直觉得很愧疚。
我想这是我一辈子对朋友做了最过分的事。
可是，如果不是我的留下，我想我可能不知道原来这个事到了我从来没想到的地步。
现在才知道原来我一直忽略了他。
当我想帮忙的时候，他的表情告诉我说，已经不需要了。
很难过...
妈妈病了，爸爸出差了，弟弟出事...
雨过就会天晴，期待天晴的到来。

bad bad bad

2008-06-25T13:39:00.003+08:00

心情：沮丧，罪过，无奈，担心
越来越看不起自己。
虽然很想赢，可是最后我还是败给我自己。

一些东西来得太巧合了，巧合到连我自己都不敢告诉别人，因为他们一定会觉得很没有真实性。
此时此刻的我，最担心的是我弟。我想因该是我和弟妹给太大压力他了。
没有人能了解我其实有多么担心。
我并没有怪他，我相信爸妈的想法也和我一样。
雨过总会天晴，期盼天晴的到来。

frustrated

2008-06-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

just came back from taiwan, and last nite i found tat almost all my pics from tw are lost. super frustrated. i got back 2, left sum, hoping for help from yc.

after i found the pic lost, i went crazy. i cant stop crying, i even cried in front of my mom, cant remember the last time i did tat is when, but all around my head is my mom when i knew it. although my mom said nvm, but i cant stop myself from feeling guilty. mom is always like tat, no matter wat i did she also will forgive me.

however, i still keep crying, from last nite cry until now, not becoz of the pic, becoz of my mom kindness. i feel very guilty for keep bringing her problem. at tis moment i hope i can stay with my mom, no matter go anywhere, but must with my mom.

nothing is go in the same way as i think.
tomorrow im leaving home again to penang. at 1st i thought my driver can help me send my sibling to school when im not around, but unfortunetly he involved in an accident last 2 weeks, from that day onward i started frustrating, becoz dunno who is goin to send them. until yesterday, my mom told me either she or my dad is goin to do this. at that moment, i feel super super guilty. both my parents are busy at morning shift but they are... oohhh... i bring problem to them again.

besides that, zheng yuan chang is coming to kl this saturday!!!
and i will be in penang unil sunday onli come back!!!! i feel like wan to kill myself.
dunno wat is going on with me....

hope they are fine

2008-06-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

exam finally over, err... dun have any special feeling on it, in fact, abit feel like very lost and dunno how my future is goin to look like.
tomorow is leaving to taiwan, can feel the excited, but see my father everyday came back so late and so tired with his works, i feel so heartbroken, hope he is fine... hope my mom is fine too... becoz i need her to walk here and there with me. ahhaha...
dad's office is very lack of ppl, i should go and work with him oledi, hopefully thing come to my hand wont become bad, worse or worst la... hahaha...

wat the

2008-06-18T10:40:00.006+08:00

有一种活活被气死的感觉！！！
郑元畅即将来马.
可是，我那天不会在KL！！
你说是不是气死！！！

die liao

2008-06-11T08:55:00.002+08:00

i thought this coming exam is goin to be abit relax compared to the past.
im wrong, since yesterday onli i know, in order to fulfil the requirement, i have to get at least B for c4. and i was onli aiming for C, i left 1 day to prepare. i cant imagine the result!
before enter the uni oledi so stress, wat is goin happen after im there?
i dun 1 my uni life be so stressful.
the whole nite i cant sleep and concentrade well..
becoz im thinking goin aus, to a normal uni, simply finish my degree...
thats wat im thinking now.....
i dun like the feeling so stress...

sad

2008-06-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

just finish watching the "to catch the uncatch" 栋笃神探la... last episode, although oledi know the ending but i still cry for the ending. actually it is a good show but the ending la... haih..

sad

2008-05-31T22:42:00.008+08:00

很久以前就已经知道人是很现实的，可是我一直认为或许朋友是例外。
可是今天我学了很多东西，其实人真的是很现实。
经过今天，我很确定我不会办什么farewell了，小小聚餐可能吧！
我知道我的能力只有酱，所以我有一段时间不想搞什么活动，即时现在我也不想，因为一个手不能鼓掌。每一次搞了，只是让自己难堪，所以其实今天所有问题都出在我自己。
随着年龄的增长，渐渐地发现最可靠的还是家人。

认识荣耀应该有五年吧！想不到他现在真的要出国读书了。
这不代表我们的友谊到此为止，虽然不知道下次见面是什么时候啦,可是我还是会记得这个知心朋友。
祝他一路顺风，和女友的爱情能长跑。也希望下次见面的时候不要突然丢一粒红色炸弹给我！哈哈哈~！！

2 leng lui...

eric's working place...
hhaha... he was like boss like tat... can talk to friend while working... hahhaa...

both of them like talking a big business...
well.. although i was beside them... but i dunno wat they talk about

pai sih pai sih, this pic i edited oledi... becoz too dark oledi... hahaha...

waiseng bought us to the topest floor at federal hotel to have our dinner...
the floor will rotate 360 degree 1.. well.. of course i went there b4 la.... but tat nite... i was "rotated" until got abit "wan"... hahha... old oledi...

who say must a big gang onli will be happy one...
for me... i think a few ppl.. also can have a happy dinner 1...
of course... must include sum1 tat is talk-able la... gegege...

...

2008-05-24T20:26:00.002+08:00

我想我妈应该很伤心吧
看见妈妈受那么多委屈，真的很难过，而她却一直保持低调，不做任何反驳，我心很痛。
我想，如果我离开这里的话，不是他们担心我，而是我担心他们，因为我不想看到任何人伤害我家人。
我从来没有什么伟大的理想，我只是想读完书后，帮妈妈工作，让她很安安乐乐地享受生活，我的人生目标只有这个。

其实我说过我不想在我的部落格提起一些我不想提的东西，可是现在我很想大声地说："我不会原谅他对我做过的事！"

书展又来了！
好期待去看看哦！

heart broken

2008-05-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

近几天都有留意中国的大地震，
看见新闻不断播放相关的影片，我认为最可怜的是当那些人救出来的没有生命迹象，而亲人只能眼睁睁，完全不能接受。生命就是这么脆弱。
而让我最心酸的是看到那些小孩，一瞬间失去父母，而还可以很坚强地活下去，有些还懂得救人。
真的很心酸！
其实我们真的很幸运了，所以我们要珍惜现在所拥有。

2008-05-07T15:10:00.005+08:00

our last practical lesson...

know shing so long, never took a pic with him. i dun think many ppl know actually that both of us are in the same class in a-levels... hahaha...

confirm going to taiwan oledi on 20 june... 4 days 3 nights.. my mom always ask me where i wan to go 4 travel, since a very long time ago, my answer is taiwan but she is so resist to go to taiwan. anyway.. finally... i got a chance to go there now. dun have any purpose to go there... but i just wan to look... how taiwan is like.... ;)

tomorow have a C4 mock... but dunno why.... i cannnot "close" with c4 lar... im so lazy to do revision...

chat with ms Aw just now, she is so nice and friendly. now i have confidence with my choice oledi... but to which uni... err..... dunno....

Yling bday at pizza hut~!

my god~~!! cannot cannot... after exam must diet!!!!
(but eat is my hobby :(...)

thanks to picture supplier : Lu Ying.
More picture is coming up!
Happy Birthday to Yling~~!!

car service

2008-05-06T11:41:00.002+08:00

just now sent my car to service. i dun like service my car... becoz hav to wait very long! but after today, i am not resist to it anymore.
dunno how but sum how... the service centre has improved alot, honestly speaking, compare to my first time visit there... is very different oledi. first of all, is the speed they service their customer, last time i used to wait for like 1 hour++ just for the reception! but now... very fast! once after they told us wat they will do to my car, my car immediately was sent in to the service centre start service, and i was seating there... drink coffee and wait... wait.. wait... waited for 3 hours! but anyway... i told myself, the longer they service, the better they will service my car... ahhaah... tats why i so patient this time! other than that, the officers are very friendly!
overall... today service... i am very satisfy...

love

2008-05-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

喜歡是微笑，愛是噗通噗通臉紅心跳
喜歡是可有可無，愛是少一秒都不可以
喜歡是發掘他的優點，愛是包容他的缺點
喜歡是欣賞他的優點，愛是接納他的缺點
喜歡是短暫的，愛是永遠的
依內心的作用判斷，強烈則為愛，小小的漣漪則為喜歡
喜歡是友好的表現，愛是真心的表現
喜歡只是欣賞對方的優點，愛則是接受對方的一切
喜歡是流星，愛就是鑽石恆久遠一顆永流傳
喜歡像吃口香糖，愛像吃巧克力糖
喜歡是用感覺，愛是用心
喜歡是契合，愛是結合
喜歡是在於欣賞，愛是勇於付出
喜歡用眼，愛用心
喜歡會消逝，但愛會成長
喜歡是一種淡淡的愉悅，愛是一種踏實的承諾
喜歡的是他們，愛是他一個
一見鍾情是喜歡，真正了解才是愛
喜歡是稍縱即逝，愛是永不磨滅
喜歡是容易改變的，愛是不輕易改變的
喜歡可隨時掛在嘴上，愛是用盡所有言語也無法表達的
喜歡是整片天空，愛是其中唯一一顆星星
喜歡是一種直覺，而愛是瞭解過後的一種感覺
喜歡可以很多個，但愛只有唯一的一個
喜歡是可大聲說出口，愛卻不容易開口
喜歡是真實的感覺，愛是迷惘的直覺
喜歡是掠過心湖的輕風，愛是沉落湖底的一顆小石
喜歡是單純的，愛是複雜的
喜歡是Like，愛是Love
喜歡容易找，愛不容易尋

from ailin...
dunno have any special feeling to it...
but just wan to keep it... until 1 day i understand the words...

ending

2008-04-28T14:52:00.002+08:00

真的很失望！我是说《恶作剧2吻》啦！终于圆满结束了。
我看第二十集的时候，真的是心惊胆战！还以为这次又像以前说看的韩剧一样是伤心的结局。
虽然结局不是很伤感啦，可是不是我所想象的。我还以为他们会有孩子，然后就这样开开心心的在一起。
结局没有讲到湘琴有没有盲，也没有讲到他们有没有孩子，只是说了“直树和湘琴的爱情故事会一直接下去”。说真的还有点烂！

算了，反正都已经结束了，不想我不会再重看了，不知道为什么，反正都已经成事实了。可是，如果有人问我最印象深刻的电视剧，我还是会说“恶作剧之吻”和“恶作剧2吻”！

戏都看完了，希望我能专心读书！！！！继续我的旅程~~~~~~！！

bad

2008-04-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

今天的心情烂透了。
我问我自己会不会有报应，随缘吧！
我开始觉得这世界上没有天理，因为有些人光天化日，不断做出为非作歹的事，可是到现在都不见得有报应，反而越来越过分。如果我能断命几年，让他有惨重的报应，我愿意咯！因为这种人我真的受不了！
我的未来就是要和这种人作战，很痛苦！
都怪我对这个世界太单纯了，一点点失败都不能承受。
可能因为这件事让我这两年的性格和态度有一点转变吧，对于一些事已经不想追，也不想理，只想身边的人了解我的感受已经足够了。
此刻的我，很想有你在我身旁，不需要你的安慰，只要在我身旁就好...lin...

why?

2008-04-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

为什么近来的港剧都是悲剧收场！！！
《最美丽的第七天》（我没看啦..因为我不喜欢郑嘉颖，可是听朋友说女主角最后死了），《太极》（简直百看，因为男女主角在最后一分钟决定不要在一起），还有《古灵精探》（刚刚看完，男主角最后被车撞死）。
什么事喔，做抹全部这样的！剧本写到没有东西写了，是不是... 吐血！

2008-04-07T22:36:00.006+08:00

long time din watched a good movie like this one....
cant believe japanese movie can be so nice.
"my favourite movie" have been blanked for a long time, but after today, "L changed the World" will be filled up (L)!

waiting for the show.
(honestly speaking, i din know that "L" is a japanese movie..gegege)

the kh... zoh deng!

eye on msia!!

in gondola!

ty

2008-04-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

很庆幸，在我最无奈的时候有你，
谢谢你，ailin...

kiss 2

2008-03-31T14:32:00.004+08:00

《恶作剧》就快到尾声了，好舍不得哦！

它已经陪了我三年，而在这三年，算是我遇到很多问题的日子，它多多少少也有启发我啦。

严格来说，我从五，六年级已经看过《恶作剧之吻》日本版，影响很深刻，所以才会看台湾版的。

回头看，三年前的我和现在的我，身边很多事情都变了，譬如说，了解了家人的重要性，的意识，现实的社会，也认识了一群新朋友，生活上也少了难缠的痛苦。

虽然其他人会认为我有一点夸张啦，可是我觉得自己是算那种比较少看戏的人，看完也就算，可是我只忠于《恶作剧之吻》，不是因为郑元畅很帅，而是我真的很喜欢它的故事。

三年了，好舍不得哦~~~

在香港买的原声带

2008-03-29T08:52:00.003+08:00

烦死我了！好想知道gee的答案哦！
我很想逃，我真的做不了选择。
想和lin在一起，可是我怕有一天因去australia的选择而后悔，可是自己有没胆量独自去英国，老实说，我自认自己是很怕碰到挫折的小姐。
好烦噢~~~~~~~~~~~~

(PS: sorry for irritating u with the same Q, gee...)

2008-03-28T22:08:00.004+08:00

早知道结局是这样，我就不用痴痴地追了。
我是说Astro On Demand的《太极》啦！
真是的！这么会这样的叻？为什么巫马不能和桑青在一起了？算了吧！
好彩我没有浪费时间追《最美丽的第七天》，听说结局也是很惨。

2008-03-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

我真的很乱！
想象是不用负责任，可是现在我真的得做出一个选择。
我很烦，表面上看来我很坚强，可是我个人认为未来重要自己去面对，所以我一直保持乐观的态度，而不是想你们认为的那样什么我很坚强。不想做选择是因为那怕有一天我会后悔自己的选择，我不想再重蹈覆辙。

现在我到底应该出哪里？？？？？

pasar malam

2008-03-20T21:02:00.004+08:00

yesterday nite i went to tmn connaught pasar malam.... hahaha... quite sudden rite... actually i wanted to go there but when i think of the distance and the terrible trafic... i give up! but becoz today is holiday marr... so went to have a look! i was quite surprised when i told my mom i wan go out at nite, she dun have any reaction, in fact she was like "very agree" i go out... and normally once after 9pm my hp will burst! but last nite she din... hahahaa mayb she think that i am old enough to have my freedom!

err... not sure whether the pasar malam is originally like tat or becoz of raining, sum of the store din operate... abit out of wat i expect larr... most of the store are repeat repeat and repeat.. so cannot find much new thing to eat lar... but 1 thing that is very unique that i saw is the colourful tau fu fa! weelll i know for sum of u is not special but it was my 1st time to see this kind of tau fu fa with few favours... hahaha.. i wanted to try sum food tat i never seen before but my hand was too busy (can u imagine how many thing i have bought? gegegegege) wanted to go again but when i think of the trafficc again... haizh... suan le ba...

(picture will be uploaded soon)

a new day a new start

2008-03-18T23:10:00.005+08:00

a windy Monday morning... with my favourite yummy Subway breakfast... wat a new start of the week.... :)

turkey ham... with cheese... lettuce... tomato... onion... with mayoiness and mustard source.... last but not least... a cup of white coffeee...... my god~~!!! it costs only RM5.90!!!

my little brother.... he sot sot liaoooo... tie an adult tie with his ssg uniform...

烦！

2008-03-15T15:52:00.003+08:00

我已经开始不了解自己在想什么。究竟是为了一件事感到心痛，还是已经开始舍不得另一件事叻？
我只想说，但愿我们的友谊能长久。

好烦喔！！！不知道到底要去哪几间大学！我很怕输，因为在未来，我将会背着这所大学的名字，所以我很怕进到一所不好的大学。
因为我本来就没信心吖，所以没报考更好的大学，现在什么都来不及了！！

最近有一点沉迷于“太极”，不知道为什么，认识我的人都知道我对港剧没兴趣，尤其是功夫片，可是不知道为什么会看。可能是吴美行很漂亮吧。。。可是我不喜欢胡杏儿和林峰，有他们的出现我就转台，讨厌死了！

suan le ba

2008-03-13T23:47:00.004+08:00

im wrong... i got the wrong defination of this relationship. anyway... just got sum info from a friend's mouth, onli heartbroken i can feel now. im wrong... i shouldn't think too positively... so i deleted the post. assuming i never said all the words before.. back to my life ba..... i dun wan to think about it anymore.........

cannot take it

2008-03-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

omg..... i cannot take it... everything come to sudden.... arrrr!!!!! but it is the fact... i am going to face my future... not soon... is NOW!!!!!

glad

2008-03-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

from the past until wat im doing now, all are my decision. i am doing wat i think should be right and then just inform my parents. actually i do hope my parents can make a decision for me. dunno why... whenever i asked them they will said "i dunno", just do watever u think is rite. ok... i just do do do until now... but today... im so happy, after they saw my result, both of them agreed and said want me to go uk study.

before this they keep on asking me, u wan go aus or uk? seriously.... i dunno... it is a very big investment summore im the not the one who pay for it but im the one who has to responsible for it. tats stress!!! but now.. they are confidence with me...

honestly speaking... this time my result is like... a great impulsion for me.. and i started confidence with my future... i left one more step to reach my goal. but... i havent decided where to go lar... although my parents want me to go uk... but... haih..........

unbelievable

2008-03-10T15:49:00.003+08:00

it is UNBELIEVABLE!!!
actually the day day day days for i went to get the result... i was not that nervous... but... this morning.. when i entered the class i saw everyone is so tention... got... my nervous came to visit me!

so wats the next step???

2008-03-04T16:57:00.001+08:00

~~疯狂爱上林依晨~~

我很忙！！！！

food...

2008-02-29T08:18:00.004+08:00

ipoh gai si ho fen, g cheong fan, fish ball noodle, chicken rice, carl's junior chicken sandwich, mcdonalds McChicken, Fillet o-fish, McFlurry, pork noddle, chao kuet tiao, burger king, teppayaki, japanese steamboat, xiao long bao, japanese ra mian, korean bbq, chicken chop, senssasi haiwaian tuna pizza... a@@@@@aaaaaaaaaaAAArrrrrrrrrr FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

i thought i was oledi recover from fever... but it is not, i am getting worse and worse... oledi 5th day.. almost a week, the same desease as i had in last 2 years, cant believe myself is so weak! where got ppl got the same desease in 2 years time one.................! i was told to have mc on the 1st 2 days but i din... end up now... haizh... the onli thing can do is pray to recover soon.... :( i hate sick... i dun wan medicine... i dun 1 my life to have onli bread and porridge... empty tasteless porridge summore... :'(

thing to do after recover!
1. go one utama carl's juniors to have a fish burger then go opposite burger king to have chicken burger (wwahahahahhhhh...)
2. to have pork noddle... after that add chu cheong fun....
3. an apple a day, keep the doctor away...
4. health, health, and health...
5. cope up my studies arrr...!!!!

today is Leap Day.. wat a special day but i feel very unluckily becoz im in the "sick" state... i need to do sumthing special on this special day... erm......
(thinking~~)

still cannot recover

2008-02-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

haih... still cannot recover... very scary lar... everyday eat the same medicine.. eat oledi feel sleepy and tired summore.... very scary!!!
im getting more and more appreciate my health... becoz i am so afraid of "sick"!

becoz of me!

2008-02-25T15:07:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh!! wat a bad day i have!!
this morning my car cannot start!! out of petrol!!! oh... sure laugh at me one ppl... petrol station all the where but get this kind of senario still can happen on me!! nth never happen we wont know how it feel... it finally happen... arrr!!!!!!! so embarrased.... all my sibling late for 1 hour to skol... feel extremely guilty... dunno how to face them later.... @@@@rrrrAARRRRrr~~~!!!!

pictures

2008-02-18T20:25:00.006+08:00

my chicken burger... yummy yummy XD
(carl's junior)

my chicken burger!!... errr... this picture is not obvious enuf...

this one... hahaha... lu ying is holding her beef burger... HUGE!!!

elly's salad... also HUGE... she took quite a long time to finish it...

this is all wat i got in hong kong.
nth much but the adidas bag very worth.... it costs RM 90. very cheap... and got abit similar with the one in "they kiss again"... zhi shu using it... it is a coincides ok.... gegege...
erm... and a watch... a micky mouse watch... actually is not the type of watch i wan... but i like "blink blink"!!
and 3 maganize...

2 person

2008-02-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

两个人。。。三个人。。。
痛苦，恐惧，疲倦，难堪，难过，无奈，厌倦，讨厌，无趣，烦死人啦！！！
不想再相信了。。。

the defination of best friend

2008-02-13T10:40:00.000+08:00

ailin is leaving kl tomorow...

wat i think of "best friend" is
1. dun have to see each other all the time...
2. cannot use "how much time we spend together" to determine the deepness of the friendship.
3. cannot use "how many topic can we chat" or "how often we hang out together" to measure how close are we...
4. always beside u when u are unhappy...

for me now... the most important part is in our heart, we already set that we are best friends forever... from the past to now... even to future... so no matter how are we... we must always admit that we are best friends... nth can change it... this is my defination of best friends at this moment... before this i thought "best friend" must be shown in many way... to indicate how important are they... but now... wat all of us have to do is just keep all of them in our heart... this is the most important thing... to everyone...

this time i din feel that sad for her leaving... becoz i very confidence... we will meet each other again... when to meet is not important... as long as i believe WE WILL in one day... now all of us have our own staff to do... we are doing our best to reach our goal... so... in this moment... keep our memories and friendship inside our heart... after we achieve our goal, we will be sitting together again... I BELIEVE~~!!!!

never realise this before this... but after saw all the pic we have taken together in this few months... i realised that actually i am the lucky one...

all the best to ailin.....

i have sum comment

2008-02-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

i have sum comment on the edison chen and ah gil case...

errr... dunno larrr... after i watched this news i feel myself was kena fool lor... i believe sum of u who "chase" entertaiment... there was a time where ah gil was kena capture when she was changing her dress... happen in genting... then cried lar... do this and tat... but now... see wat she has done... in my point of view, she is very scary... she was pretending to be polite cute... but wat she has done behind the screen is so... dirty... they fooled all of us...

im back

2008-02-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM HONG KONG!!!

i have my wonderful time in hk. at 1st, when i was arriving at the hk airport i feel very lost and feel so wan to go home becoz it is my 2nd time to visit there... without joining any tour summore... so strange!!! but when i reached the town... my goodness... a wonderful paradise!

i never expect hk is like tat... although the ppl over there... the way they talk abit rude lar... but they never forget to be "polite"... haih... so i dunno whether have to angry with them or just forgive them... ahhaha...

nth much have been done in this 4 days... just shop and eat and went to sum place larr.. like... go to the tai ping shan, fish village... but at the 2nd day... we went to sit the boat and watch the firework... err... supposed to be very nice but mayb the place where the boat stop is not strategic enough so cannot watch the real meaning of the firework (according to hongki they said the firework will displace the words but i cant see :( )

yesterday i was so reluctant to come back to kl... not becoz i so fall in love with hk just tat dun 1 2 back to my kl life so fast... now... everything have to back to normal... all my problem come to me AGAIN... this is life... sad...

at fish village... with my sis

sit dunno the wat train... got into the wrong train... wasted my 2 hours and round the whole hk... :(

according to the hongki, all the building behind me are very expensive... and many STARS staying there... gegege....

b'day

2008-02-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

the 1st day of 19...

b'day?
it seems meaningless to me....
why le?

last day of 18....

2008-02-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

last day of 18...

~~~Friend Forever~~~

Green Tea Lattteeeeeee~

ooohhh.... im so ugly.... :(

YEAH~~~!!! finally got the pic of 5...XD

last day of 18...

the surprised party that i have on 3rd feb...

i was fooled....... (but happy larrr...)

same as last year.... green tea (L)

ppl said cannot cut the cake all the way until the bottom... but i did... although dunno wat is means but im a very pantang person... so hopefully im fine this year :( hahahaa....

YEAH~~!!

abit shocked and blank when i received gee and lin's present... becoz the size seems dun suit me at all... so at the end i choose to wear the short onli... gegege...

my favourite japanese food!!!!!! hot and delicious....
(am i look like those ppl in tv... introducing delicious food??? gegegeeg)

my sha shabu...

the restaurant is in pavillion... errr... food is okok onli... price is reasonable... overall not badd......

...THE CARS...
(so scary arr the car park!!!)

bad

2008-02-03T08:46:00.000+08:00

this morning... since i woke up until now... i feel guilty and... sad... becoz i break my promise, i thought i changed oledi and i will be alrite... but im not... im still the shwuwei... hahahaha... very sorry to all sc2... :(

yeah

2008-02-01T09:19:00.000+08:00

安静不代表脱轨了，最重要的是和你们在一起让我非常有安全感，这种感觉只有和你们在一起才找到。

我尝试不要对某些事转牛角尖，所以现在比起以前好多了，能把事情看成简单一点，自己也有主见了一点。
哈哈，谢谢朋友们的了解，大家都不要在我面前提起我讨厌的话题。

现在的我疯了！！！《斗牛，要不要》很好看！！！！！！！！！！

dun 1

2008-01-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

i am so tired...
dun wan to think other thing anymore...
dun wan to care how they think or wat....
i just wan to keep myself alone...

just finish watching episode 6, dunno why, suddenly hav a very weird feeling...
wat i am thinking now is if 2 person who totally from different world mix together... although they love each other very much but end up one of them (who is the weaker one) will feel very hard to compromise with the other one... dunno how others think but me... i started to worry about myself, although so hope to have one but at the same time i am looking for perfect, smooth and no worries one... i am at the boder of wan to try but scare kena hurt again... and i believed no one since long time ago...

kiss

2008-01-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

现在的我,有如当年疯狂的沉迷于《恶作剧之吻》，对它已经是一种依赖，满脑都是《恶作剧2吻》的剧情。

真佩服那些演员，在拍戏的时候相处地那么愉快，可是几个月后就解散，到另一个工作岗位，是我的话，我会很受不了，因为我真的受不了“离别”，无论是谁，一旦要离别，我就快疯了！！

多两个星期就十九岁了，过几年出了社会后，时常都会遇到这种情景。别说以后，就连现在有很多身边的朋友都各奔前程，“离别”和“分开” 的感受好痛苦。

如果这世界上有一种东西能让我们挑选要拥有哪一种性格的话，我希望能拥有“对离别能看得开”的性格。

they kiss again

2008-01-19T16:46:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!
I AM SUPER SUPER ADDICTED....
恶作剧2吻超好看！！！！！
江直树好帅哦！！！

my b'day coming soon

2008-01-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

exactly 1 month to go to my birthday...
abit unbelievable... like so fast...
becoz i always think that my birthday is very very far away from me...
dunno why... i am getting more and more appreciate my birthday...
unlike last time.. birthday = party
but this time... birthday = all for myself.... hahahaa...
i know wat am i going to present myself this time...
in fact tis is my 1st time giving myself a birthday present...
hopefully after my exam i got time to go and look for it...
the reason why i wan this present becoz i think is the time for me to change it... becoz so long oledi... but i still think this is the 1 which suit me the most... but.. i am SO want to try a new 1...
my taste is EXTREMELY HIGH... hopefully i can find a one tat i like...

31

2007-12-31T12:02:00.000+08:00

last day of 2007!!
thank you to everyone that have read my blog...
although sumtimes my words abit sad... abit "bad" also...
sorry for that... lets forget everything and do the best in a new year!!
wish all of us happy everyday in this coming 2008!!

*guang liang's "jing tan hao" very suit to express my feeling to all my friends...

Graphics for Happy New Year Comments

2007

2007-12-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

还有两天就结束了2007。
总结来说2007对我而言是充满挑战和很意外的一年。
一开始以为中学后的路会和老朋友一起走，可是没想到我违背对她们的诺言，自己一个人到HELP去了。
在HELP的日子让我觉得好意外，因为重来没想到会过这种生活。
我学习了很多，譬如说，如何和别人打交道，如何珍惜现在，忘记过去，如何放下，最重要是我感觉到我的未来是充满希望。
在HELP的日子说真的感到很轻松，身边这群新朋友真的好好！我感到很幸运认识她们。真的很喜欢现在这种感觉。可是在享受的时候，我也学会了懒惰，我真的很懒，完全不像以前那么有劲。
最大的成就算是能有矜持吧。。。哈哈哈。。。虽然还是会去想，可是至少每想太多，和已经彻底失望，所以不会再采取任何主动。
真的很感激朋友们的支持和鼓励，你们让我觉得生命是充满希望和欢乐。哈哈哈。。。
对于新的一年，我抱着随和的心情去迎接，因为只要家人天天开心，自己已经心满意足了。
接下来的一年有很多东西得完成，但愿自己事事顺利吧。
在此祝大家新年快乐！！

christmas?

2007-12-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

is my honor to celebrate christmas with ailin 3 years continuously.
dun have the christmas happy feel becoz sook and lin look very tired.
when we gathered at ailin's house and chit chat about our past in ssg, i feel very weird... it seems like long time ago for me. sum of the memory cannot recall quite clearly... becoz i dun wan to remember anything at all. i dunno wat to say, my topic stay around form 5 onli... b4 tat i have no idea. feel sad... and feel wan to cry too... becoz... sad to recall everything.
after that i cannot concentrade at all... becoz i worried. i worry about my parents. i scare they will angry and keep on calling me to ask me home. but i dun wan.

sumtimes feel stress becoz my parents too "limit" me.... sumtimes i cannot stand.
but at the same time i started afraid to study oversea. i am so hope for it when i seriously imagine tis... actually im afraid...